back to the line

This is so tough. Especially when things keep changing and still couldn't take a short deep breath. Two months had passed, and oh ya.. Hey there!! V is back finally with the mess inside my heart tidied and cleaned-up.

Recent updates:

@1

V had quited the job early of October. Enjoying the time while boy back from UK. Had quite a lot of fun at the start especially had been visited my cousins and two best friend back in Kuching. Also meeting Oscar(a Siberian husky), Bibi(a Labrador), and Babby(Bibi's son) which happen to be my cousin's pet. While on the way to Kuching, that V used speed boat as the transportation and ended up V vomited three plastic bags. LOL

@2

Not everything is a happy ending. When V went to Malacca meeting Joelle and was there to attend a wedding dinner, V received a sad news. A friend that V knew since the very first year of secondary school had passed away due to her sickness. It's shock and sad. V had just met her during the middle of this year and had a great talk with her since after form five. And yeapz.. V miss her.

@3

Back to boy's hometown where V rest for weeks while waiting for the days to meeting up dad and mum in KL. Oh.. and also Glorz. During the time, friends are all gather and had a little road trip to Kuantan to have a movie and of course, shopping. ^^

@4

It's November, days to meeting up parents had finally arrived. And this was the very first time V booked a night of hotel room with my very first earned salary for parents. Boy and I fetched them from the airport and the next day, we went to Ipoh, hunting for foods and brought dad to meet his cousins which they haven't meet each other for about almost 20 years.

@5

So, the real purpose for V family gathered up at KL is to attend Glor'z convocation. Congrats to her!! So we managed to took some portrait like everyone does when on their convocation. Anyway, mum had insisted V to take one as to replace my graduation photo from Diploma which i really not willing to. But to fulfill her dreams..why not?!

Anyway, V never sit still plus bringing own Nikon D5000, it brings chance for V to make fun in the studio and the owner of the shop seem okay with it. And how do i know?? It just because he is laughing at a side while we were taking all those fun-play photos. **winkzz**

@6

And right now, V is having her favorite McD strawberry milkshake while having this post done. oh..and still looking for a new job in coming month.

Good luck to me ^^

Long time no see, dreamersss..

xoxo

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Omg, after so long..

So worst that V is getting lazy to update anything here.
Plus, got really nothing to share as V got a same routine of sleep, bath, work, eat, drink, play life..and that's it. Boring as ever!! _(-.-)_

Except meeting up V bff which have been decade V didn't meet up with her. As usual, we talked non-stop until the shop almost closed. _(-.-)_ That's the consequences keeping us long-time-no-see. _(-.-)_

Anyway, Selamat Hari Raya to all my Malay friends!!

Today, V had been visiting dad's colleague in the noon time. V dislike the hot sun most, and dad kept lost in the middle of the Kampung which makes us nothing-to-say, but V loves their "Kek Lapis" most!! Although its too sweet for V (I don't take sweet things often), but once in a year could be an Okay for V. _(-.-)_



Well, am start counting the days for date of boy coming back.
I can't wait!!!! >.<










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DUH!!

Am really not in a good mood now. But who cares?! I know.. NO ONE!! _(-.-)_
Darn!!
To someone: Please learn to respect yourself before you wanted everyone to respect you!!


Y'all know. When Venice is famous with the building surrounded with water and one of the transportation is boat, everyone was so get into the romantic feels and dreams. But when it happened to be in Sarawak, everyone teased and laugh at us, Sarawakian are using "sampan" (translate : boat) as our transportation. _(-.-)_

Anyway, V's hometown had turned into a small Venice. Wtf* _(-.-)_
Flooding again!

@One of the place that getting a serious flooding. And that's where V's office is located. _(-.-)_



@There you go. Right inside V's office.
And if you still believed that we are living on top of the tree and using "sampan" as our transportation. Believe it. You're so right at this moment. _(-.-)_



@Okay. Maybe living on the tree was only a joke. But using "sampan"..you may be right. _(-.-)_




Well, just hope that the flooding issues can be solved as soon as possible. Otherwise, those who's having flood in their house would be very inconvenient. God bless them.

And please pray for them.














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Argh..long time no see

**cough cough cough**

V dreamland is as dusty as V reality house. _(-.-)_
Long time V did not update the news. Recently V had been busy working especially when the office move to the new place and many little things need to settle and probably got tired when V gets back home.

V knows you all miss V so much.
Have some photos of V first.



Okay, I know..I look dull.

Today some of the workers asked how old actually V is. _(-.-)_
Well, age is part of my secret but V does not mind telling him am already 22 years old. He was shock and thought V was bigger than the actual age. _(-.-)_
Did I look that old?or mature??No right??? _(-.-)_




Probably had the O.S. in my heart giving him this face!! I'm not that old!!
hmph!! _(-.-)_
Spoiled my mood of working.




Or probably just show him this face and proves that I'm still young!
_(-.-)_
LOL


Anyway, still got one and a half month to go and boy will be back~ Yay!!
*Jumping up and down*

I miss my dreamland..
and i miss y'all, dreamers..















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What-so-ever please teleport me

V was so busy at work lately. Busy busy busy..
House was so messy lately. Messy messy messy...
And because of the renovation things..everything was dusty dusty dusty...

V feels like living in the dog nest. Or rubbish field right now. LOL _(-.-)_
Am just can't wait to see the new face of the house. Hopes can teleport the time and just want to enjoy living in my new room, new house. LOL

Anyway, V founds so many funny things happened while working.

@ You may find 30++ company chops in V's workplace. V had took a long time to find just one chops. _(-.-)_

@As the boss is a friend of V's dad, he often talks things like his family, his children and so on. _(-.-)_ Teaching V and letting V knows what's the society and reality is.
V rather sit in front of the computer and fishing. _(-.-)_

@Boss was seldom in the office, so sometimes just sleep during the office hour. _(-.-)_

@Every file were messy as the ex-worker there simply do the filing and V just don't know where to start from. _(-.-)_


V missed boy so much. Missed the fun time so much. Can't wait till the time when boy back from UK. If the mirror-mirror-on-the-wall really works, am gonna ask whether it can teleport me to UK or not. Or if Harry Potter, Doraemon, or who-ever-that-is-in-fantasy-tale ever exist, sure V will ask them the same question. _(-.-)_

Haih..V just being boring. Sorry for all the craps here. LOL
_(-.-)_





All V hopes is...
Time passed faster please..
_(-.-)_











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End of July

Recall to the month V called memories. July, indeed a memorable months with a lot of friends coming back to this little town and have little gatherings or reunion to get each other updates of self news.
Of course they are V's BFF. I miss them much.



@Michelle a.k.a cousin
My same age cousin but 10 months younger than V.



@Jenbabe
Girl friend who known more than 10 years. Love her always.




@Patrick
One of the Si-gi-nar gangs.


@Edward
Another one.



@Edward, Nicky, V, Simon & Elizabeth
All Si-gin-nars except Elizabeth. She is a polite and elegant girl. Unlike V, playful enough. haha.. _(-.-)_



@Tiffany
Another pretty babes.



@Zaclan
He's just too funny in everything he does. Haven't seen him since 5 years ago. And all V knows is he doing something at U.S. _(-.-)_




@Jeslin
She is just cute and pretty. Also knowing her for more than 10 years.




@Simon, V, Ivy & bf, Amy, Jeslin, Jenbabe, Tiffany, & Zaclan
A big group that shares great friendship among all.



@Puppies
Great news from cousin that their pet dogs gave births. Seven puppies. A great number of seven happened in July.




@Milk-tea
>.<"


Love them all.











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I'm back!

Just in case, y'all miss V so much. _(-.-)_



Am just kiddin' anyway.
Sorry for being so emo lately as so many things approached at the same time and V do really need some times to digest it.
And here i am.. Back to the line and y'all will see me until vomit or not so..What-ever.. _(-.-)_
oh.. I miss this place so much.
Finally got the time to get myself update. **winkzz**

Well, beside busy on my work, V is also busy on the housework and my future planning.
Apparently things are getting smooth now and V is happy with everything and the hardship is finally over. One friend of mine, had talked to me and she said she is seeing something different in me. Congrats V that V had finally step out the first and second step in the task, and telling me that life isn't just stop there but continue to move it on. So is there's gonna be like 100 steps or 1000 steps?? _(-.-)_
LOL

Anyway, house is doing some renovating and all the dusty dust had block my lungs. _(-.-)_ Today, only the third day of the progress and my room had almost done expanding!!
Miss my room instead of sleeping in the same room with parents. They are way snoring too loud. _(-.-)_ **oppsss**
LOL





Well, welcome home V.
And sorry for the really late updates dreamers...












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Recent V

I'm just don't know who am i actually. I just know.. I need to get myself so busy so that I don't have any extra time to think of others. I'm quite tired and recently got myself a job.

So..life's being boring and busy, V does not know what else I could do except working.


Just to get myself numb and busy actually. _(-.-)_











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Bad bad morning

Having a bad experience early in the morning when V was driving to work. (OH!! By the way, today will be my last day replacing her. **winkzzz**). A big empty box was flew towards V and V's car from a lorry, and luckily V managed to avoid being hit with my excellent driving skills. LOL _(-.-)_
And the lorry driver knew what happened but he ignored and drove away immediately.

Next, with a 5 minutes distance drive, there is an accident happened. _(-.-)_ Just could have say, I'm lucky to be safe. Anyway, if you have a chance to come over here, you'll know how bad the driving habits the local had. Even V hate it so much. For examples,

@ There's no differences between fast lane and slow lane. Even big lorry loves to drive at the fast lane and block others.

@ Motorcycle was rode in the middle as if the rider imagine they are driving cars.

@ Signals are not been used every time. Just you have to guess where they want to go.

@ They will stop right in the middle of the road to rest (just experience yesterday) or waiting for others to get in the car. Cut it short, they just stopped without any signals. Have to be 100% mentally awake for the ad-hoc acts in front. In case you knocked on the front car and get to pay for the car fixed.

@ They could just slip in the lane without signals and do not care whether your car are closed to theirs.

@ They will just drive as if they think you will stop and totally ignore the rules. wtf



Well, V had heard many outsiders' comment that one thing for sure they are really annoyed by the local's driving skills.

Although I'm one of the local here, my comment is, don't live here but leave here. _(-.-)_















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Who to talk??

Recently




Who am I going to talk to when I got problems? I really don't know because most of the time I draw. But now i don't. Had kept my tools and pieces of arts in a box and hide it under the bed. Cause i promise someone not to touch it anymore.

@Yes, I do have a lot of friends but not all I can talk heart-to-heart.

@ I do have family around, but they were all too busy with their own things, usually I waited for them until they had settled but it's late and I'm ready to bed.

@ I do have boy but somehow, he was far far away in UK and facing his own problems also. And I refuse to trouble him more.

@ I used to have a best friend, Ruby, my late pet dog. As you know, she died a month ago.

@ I do still own a cat and a little dog. But both of them only approach when they want to eat.

I had plenty time to wait for them settled down and had a talk. But they had just a little time to spend in a day.
And while waiting for them, I had to throw away my tears, my laughter, my dreams, my weakness, and everything that will trouble them much. So that one day I'll learn to be a person who is tough, at the same time, to be a numb puppet.

Honestly,I hate pretending smiling in front of them. It's tired but have to.
I hate it when they want me to listen to them but refuse to listen the little voice inside my heart.
I hate it when they need me and I'll be there for them; But when I need them, they will push me away from them.
And the cruel fact is, that's only the time I can spend with them. So I have to love the things that I hate of. _(-.-)_

I used to have a friendly heart and big smile on my face. But sadness and depress had tear it piece by piece. The sad things is, no one's there to help putting up my smiles. _(-.-)_

I love to eat spicy things a lot, especially when I'm down and unhappy. Because that's the only things that could numb my heart and stopped my tears. Also, not to focus on the bad things I had experienced everyday.

And one thing I've learned today..from a quote.

"Never explain yourself to any one. Because the person who likes you doesn't need it, and the person who dislikes you won't believe it."

and it's true.













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Part time

Been replacing someone on her work while she is going to have a vacation with parents. Hmph!! I also want to go :(
So boring at the workplace. Maybe V should be thankful and satisfying with what I am doing now. But this is too relax until V got so much time thinking what should do next or just blinking my eyes looking at the computer. _(-.-)_

LOL
Practically, had just log in to the facebook, browsing net and sometime just PPS-ing. See, did you get the situation V is standing now? ?

One thing, Dad found V was funny because on the first day of work, V sent him a message telling him to take my corpse away from this workplace (touch woods) cause been killed by the boredom. (touch woods) _(-.-)_
Back to home, lagi more funny especially he told V he was only 158cm tall but actually was not cause V is already 156cm and he is serious with what he had said. _(-.-)_ oh..Okay, I'm a shorty by the way.

Anyway, V wants to upload some new post in the past weeks but being too lazy so just save it in the draft and now V thinks its better to just delete it, cause its a past now. _(-.-)_





argh..Back to my work.











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Great time, great moment

Yesterday night having some great moment with V's "si-gin-nar" gangs. Been so good with each other ever since we're sixteen or some seventeen. Great day when recall to the past, and "si-gin-nar" was tagged on us when our chemical teacher found that we were really naughty, but she likes us though~ _(-.-)_
That means we are cute lar..



See, told you~
We are so cute and happy. We've been knowing each others for 7 years and some even more than that. Thanks God for it.

V is now looking forward for next gathering. **winkzz**












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Omg i crashed it

Super duper stress especially when V drives dad's car. And being so cautious when driving it. And this morning having dates with Wendy babe for breakfast and lunch, and..and..and...V got the car scratched with another same model, same colour, same car date launch and she's friend of Wendy. _(-.-) _ And, V had just been so careful since the early morning and who knows, still get it scratched. And, V thinks am gonna repeatedly using "AND" when V got nervous. _(-.-)_




hmph..

However, one of Wendy's twin brother said it's nothing big deal, just have to get it polished and everything will be fine. But, still worry lor..
Because of my perspective of dad's character, his facial expression will changed when he heard the news, saying nothing and the first thing he will go and see the condition of how bad it was. And, yeap.. got it so correct.

At first, V is being honest telling him the truth and he was eating his snacks while watching Tv programme. Next, his expression really changed, stand up, took the car keys, walk out the door, see the condition of the car, and drive away. Saying nothing. _(-.-)_
At least scold me or say something to make me feeling better. Feeling so guilty until wanna burst out my tear. Booo hooo hooo...

Yes, am a bit pampered or maybe too much pampered by the adults. Cannot cope with stress, and this is my weakness. But V had putting so much effort to overcome the stress, and still learning.
And, of cause V knows how someone would feel when their beloved things that treasure a lot had been destroyed by others.

Daddy, I'm so sorry. Really sorry. Not in purpose.
Oh, and got my punishment, which is washed and polish the car. _(-.-)_
V deserves it. Sigh...














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Is all about the letter to her

Am so not motivated by anything and everything, even dreaming also very tired. _(-.-)_
Not motivated in doing anything even though my favorite hobby, painting and traveling. Gosh!!What happened??




I missed her, so much.



It's already been 2 weeks she's gone, but still V misses her. Missing the day bringing her for dog-walking, missing the day talking with her, missing the day having some competition sees who reach home first, missing the day she begs to play with her, missing the day she's been so arrogant when some puppies bark on her, missing the day she eats frog (grosssss).





She scares lightning and thunder. She hates fireworks while we loving it. She loves to sleep beside the washing machine, she's always being tolerate to milk-tea, but sometimes complained to me when milk-tea grabbed her foods.

She's clever and very pretty.




Can't forget about you, my dear Ruby. Thanks God for bringing you into our home. You are cute when you were here at the first time while i was small and named you Snowball, because you are indeed small, round, and white-fluffy-little-cute-thing.

You were growing up fast, and a little naughty that time. I was sorry sometimes i scolded you when you made my clothes dirty as i know you didn't mean to and you just want to play with me. Back to some time, you managed to escape from the back, but was unlucky because you fall into the big drain. We were all looking for you and found you with dark-and-stinky smell, and we all bathed you.

Also, you were being loyal and responsible to us. You trying to protect us when anyone approached but sometime you betrayed just because the opposite was your type (hahahaha). I still couldn't understand one thing of yours..you really like frogs? Even it was died and dried??How come??

Anyway, I'm so lucky to have you when there is no one at home but you made companion. You listened to me sometime and i could feel that you understand what I'm talking about. You get quiet and still when I'm crying, just staring but with the sad-feeling through your eyes. And you do comfort me by listening.

You were always there for me, but I'm not there for you,always. Especially when furthering my study to other city. You know, looking out through the window had become an used to. Just to see what you are doing outside the window.

I miss you.













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Time's not reversing

My conclusion is, stop looking backward, V.





@1.
V received a heart warming call from grandfather. He actually asked why V had stopped study and whether this is really my final decision. I also don't know. Just let the time convince me. Anyway, thanks for grandfather's concern. And this is actually the very first time grandfather cares about V. **touch**
If time could reversed, sure i will not making this decision of withdrawing my study.

@2.
V was getting Ruby's photo uploaded to V's white prince. V missed her so much and still could remembered everything of her. From the time adopting her since she's a pup until very old. Even her last breath. That's the first time V had cried so hard after a death. She's not only playing a role of a pet but also a best friend, my best listener.
If time could reversed, i will spend more time with her. Playing with her.






Many times, V had been thinking reversely. Looking backward to see what V had lost and gained during all these years. And many things V should had put some guts and courage to state out everything V had in the mind, including scolding back the lecturer who had totally insulted me in front of the class. So far V had not seen him and will never see him again, V should had told him to shut up his mouth in front of his face. _(-.-)_

Also, had been made the wrong decision every time. If dad could ever dare to put me into the situation of a big and independent girl, V should had another bright sky of herself. But everything had gone to the other side. Many things could be avoided if only parents listen to their kids. Unluckily, not my parents. _(-.-)_






Anyway, too much of emotion and depress lately. Just remember and always remind myself to treasure everything and every moment that V used to have. Things could passed in a blink and never take things for granted.

P/s: Based on the above, were only my opinion and based on my situation. Thanks for reading.


















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Happy birthday, Vdreamland!!

Being a very naughty and explosive girl yesterday. Am apologize for being ridicule.
Anyway, V should had been celebrating the age of 3 of Vdreamland, instead of scolding and being so expressive. Too much emotion yesterday and again, V is apologizing.




Thinking of either going to Secret Recipe celebrating or any Kopitiam to watch football. Hard to choose. _(-.-)_
Maybe, just staying at home waiting for boy to online. _(-.-)_





I know, i know..the quality of the photo is not good. _(-.-)_

Well, Happy Birthday to Vdreamland, and thanks for the support dreamers. Love y'all!
CHeerrss












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Things that I wanna say

Yes, I wanna say something as to state out things that i felt not right or i totally hate of. Yes, it may be rude or not good to be written it out or to say it out, right now I'm in the middle of VERY-ANGRY-situation. So, pardon me!! (if you feel not right or unwell, please just close it.)


@1. Am gonna shout :" GET OUT OF MY WAY, YOU B***H!! PISSED OFF. STOP STEPPING ON MY TAIL OR AM GONNA BITES!! YES, YOU MAY THINK YOU ARE OPEN MINDED AND THAT'S YOUR PROBLEM. STOP ACTING LIKE A WHORE BECAUSE I'M FEELING SO SICK OF YOU!!Please behave of yourself!!"(for the person: if you know who you are, and if you ever read my blog.)

@2. Hates to give the impression of good and obedient girl because everyone is taking over my world!!

@3. So unfair of everything in my life and stop happening again cause its torturing me.

@4. Stop doing anything behind or pretend you are innocent when things happened. An apologize would be better than anything else and stop behave like that!

@5. I have my rights to speak out my mind!!

@6. I NEED CONFIDENT.


That's all what i wanna said.

p/s: Excuse me, dreamers. I try not to be mean but it's really making me angry and mad!! Also, have been keep silence for so long and now exploring.















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Universal Studios

Actually, V wants to do a post of Ruby, but thinking of finishing V's Singapore-trips-post first. And Ruby had passed away yesterday morning while V was doing the housework. OMG!! Am so missing her.

Anyway, tell you all about her stories some other time.



Always camwhoring in the car when Ah Chuan gogo was driving his car. LOL. Also, always loves to grab boy to camwhore with V. teeheee...




He loves to act cool with his Ah Beng face. Had no idea. _(-.-)_

OKAY!! A little bit out of topic. _(-.-)_
So here we were the place that V cant-wait-anymore. Really excited!!



The weather was just too hot and luckily V brought her sunglasses. **winkzz**



One funny thing is that when we were at the Universal Studios on the first day, we were informed by the counters that all ticket were sold out. So we bought the ticket for the next day first in case the ticket were sold out again. _(-.-)_ And lucky that we did, because the next day, tickets were really sold out. _(-.-)_



And so..We're going in!!



It was so funny that when we were just passed through the entrance, Joelle and V were so excited seeing the car selling popcorn. And we would love to take some photos. _(-.-)_ Boy and Ah Chuan gogo probably cannot stand with us. _(-.-)_ We are girls bah~!!



@Kungfu Panda.
V missed the chances to get a photo with it twice. First, when the workers around him told us that he was on his way for 10 minutes break. Second, he came out from his restroom and the workers again told us his on his way to his work position at other place. And that was the last time V saw him walking around the studios. Till then, V met Woody Woodpecker.



@Woody Woodpecker.
Take one.



Take two. He is so good at posting and he's so cute.
Turn around, V met Mr.Frankenstein but he was on his way for 10 minutes too. So, we decided not to wait and proceed on.
Here, V was receiving some Oscar awards!! Kiddin'



@Best daughter and girlfriend.
HAHAHAHHA...had no idea where the guts from. _(-.-)_



@Darkroom.
There were probably too much shops to shop around, and V is totally in love with this shops. Because it looked just so artistic for V. _(-.-)_



Finish the shops street, and we were proceed to the fun-and-different-country-or-city-or whatever-feels places. Start our journey!!



Found some antique car and cant resisted the temptation to have a photo with it. It was so handsome!!!



Next, we came into this theater to watch Monster rock show. All you can see is Frankenstein, Dracula, Mummy, Vampire and all the freak singing on the stage. It was awesome on their performance and also some fireworks are used.
Cameras and recording are prohibited in the hall.



After had seen the show, we came out from the exit of the hall and saw this romantic street right in front of V. In quite a lot of Hollywood's movies always loves to use back street to shot the screen, like Spiderman hanging upside down kissing his girl?? LOL That's only the first thing came out from V's mind. _(-.-)_

Oh!! There is something you all familiar with.
Presented to all the dreamers...



The fake Marilyn Monroe. _(-.-)_
HAHAHA..


Sorry, there's no U-turn. _(-.-)_



@Taxi!!Taxi!!



@New York City.
It just practically looked alike and playing the scene in the series of Gossip Girls either Serena or Blair or Jenny were sitting at the staircase. Anyway, just want to have University feel. _(-.-)_



@Robotic world.
"Y-E-S, M-O-M"


@Picture of four



@Short scene.
Playing robotic boyfriend. _(-.-)_



@Nicely talk.
He's mine!!




@Play roughly.
haha..OKAY. A bit bored. _(-.-)_



@Egypt.



@Just some random.



@Jurassic Park.
There were different diners to dine in. So we chose to dine in the dino-world.



@Dino diners.



@Underwater World
They performed one of the scene of the Underwater World movie. It's worthy to watch the show as they were performing real skills.



@Far Far Away
Mostly all the girls would love this place, as it was so dreamy and romantic.



@Castle castle castle!!!



@Armour Bikini-version.
LOL. _(-.-)_



@Inside the castle to watch Shrek 4D.



@House of Ogre.



@Breadman.
There were many gift shops at every location. And V loved this gift shop located in Far Far Away most.



@Donkey




@Shrek's baby daughter
Pardon me aye?


Time's getting dark. And how i wish i could have a castle in my dreamland.



@Shrek hand-mark-on-land.



@Back to the childhood



@V is happy but he's not!
_(-.-)_



@Finale at Madagascar


V really had a great time in Universal studios. And forget to mention at the beginning that when bought the ticket to Universal Studios, they will gave a eating voucher costs S$10 and shopping voucher costs S$5 for each ticket.

Well, you could return back to the studios when you had exited the place, there were workers who will asked you whether you will return back or not. And if you do, they'll give you a chop. Although it was closed at 7pm, but you still can return to the place just to takes photo.



Last photo before we departed for our dinner.
Am really miss this place a lot especially V felt like staying here for a long time.
teeeheeeheee...


p/s: Information were provided not specifically.


















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