What??!!

Had been tempted by cousin Jeffrey to eat sushi yesterday night. _(-.-)_
Again, he spoiled my diet plan.
V cant resist the temptation of foods. Aaaa~~~



That's is only what we have in Sibu.



Comment from boy years ago, said that this is the most salty sushi he ever had. And yesterday, it proves once again, boy was right. But what to do? We are craving for sushi but that's only what we have here.
_(-.-)_


Well, as V had said, i had started the diet few days ago. It's hard for someone who loves to eat everyday to control the appetite. Back then, V still wants to try to overcome the problem of my big appetite which is quite scary among friends. Housemate often laughing at V that my stomach was a black-hole which don't know where the food had gone.
_(-.-)_

V had no idea either.

Today's diet-diary

V had a cup of husk added honey first in the morning right after getting up from her bed.

HUSK
+
HONEY

Next, breakfast is a must and today i'm having some "bian-nvk-tong" (foochow) which called Wantan. V is bringing cousin Jeffrey to eat before sending him to the airport.

As to cutting down the input of food compares to normal day, V got to keep myself busy such as painting, blogging here, surfing the net, or else i'll eat. Normally, V felt hungry every one or two hours. hahahahha **fainted**.

Lunch, eating some fruits and a cup of enzyme.
Hi-tea, some biscuit.
Dinner, is having before 5pm.
After 5pm, V is trying to avoid thinking of foods.

-end-

Oh, and my target. To lose 10kg. V hopes so.
























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Blackhead removers

Bonjour~




Love this picture so much. OH, i'm so vain. _(-.-)_


V had read on her favorite magazine and saw something really attracting. The article was some survey made according to several products about Blackhead Removers, and V had the blackheads plus whiteheads troubled for years. So V immediately had the tried on the first products.



NuTeen Blackhead Away gel


V got it from the common shop -- Watson, and the price is just cheap.
Anyway, V had tried it and love the sweet flower scent and it makes V feels good. Especially when V used it right before going to bed. Also, this products was formulated to be used daily.




It removes not only blackheads but also the dead skin cells and its easy to be used. Just squeezed little amount on your fingers and apply on the face. Massage about one minute and rinse off with the water. Well, V feels great and fresh on the face, and it smells really good. It leaves me bright and smooth skin on my face. V loves it.


Anyway, gonna post on V's-diet-diary soon. For your information, V is on the diet. I'm taking serious on the bet with housemates!! The duration is about one and half months.
_(-.-)_

But right now, V is craving for food already. LOL

















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Boring place

V is back to the place where people called the-bird-lays-no-eggs-place. sien lor~ Don't know what V can really do here. But then, one thing for sure is taking the dogs out for walking and its an activity only at night.

This time back to home found Ruby is sick. She had been with us for almost 14 years. V was so sad seeing her growing old and her activeness had gone. She's really an old folks now, Can't run, can't jump. T_______T

V doesn't want her to leave us. It's really a selfish thought. Somehow she's a loyal dog or i should have say a friend to me and V had a strong feeling with her. I'm gonna cry if she just walked away from my life just like that. T__T
I don't want to lose her. I don't want to lose my besties. T______T

Sorry. Out of the mood to blog now. T_______T
V's gonna spend some time with her.















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Christian.com

Received Gord's message early in the morning on Facebook. It's seem like already-a-trend for V to login the Facebook and its the first thing to do right after getting up from the bed. (tsk tsk tsk...*shaking head*). Anyway, that's not the point. Gord sent V a message and telling me that there is a new network called Christian.com. Exactly a Christian network but is still under beta. 

Well, V had just tried on it and it works like..I don't know what to say and not to criticize it. But somehow it really works like slow? Which V kept edit the profile picture so many times but it ended up nothing show up except a black and square pictures. Anyway, that's really something personal issues, NO offense. Hence, one thing for sure is it works to connect christians around the globe. Nice right?

Hmmm..boy is going to off tomorrow **winkzz** and that's mean V is going out. Eagerly wants to buy the materials and tools for my painting!! oh V can't wait anymore~ V is so exciting!! **erHem..excuse me** 

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dayss...urgh~

Been spending the days having cracked skin on both V's hands and legs, and it brought out itchiness and pain on V's skin especially when V woke up in the morning. O.U.C.H~ And it's all because of the hot weather.

Days passed extremely fast. So obvious when it turns out V is going back to hometown on Thursday noon, whereby V is now staying at the place with full of memories and laughters. V had so much fun during this 2 weeks with house-mates. We're doing something really insane sometimes, including putting me into a bet-and-diet-programme, but it add-ons much more memories to me. Heart them all :)

Anyway, purpose of V to come back to this big city is to pick up something which really means important to me. Hence, it seems like not the time for me to get it back yet. But one thing very sure of making V happy is that V had found the materials and tools for making new paintings. V got to try lots and different kinds of paintings. Called me the Hobby-painters~ haha :)

V is in love with the songs sang by Miley Cyrus, The Climb. The lyrics really give me a big comfort and its inspiring me.

Miley Cyrus - The Climb

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreamin' but
There's a voice inside my head saying
you'll never reach it.
Every step I'm taking.
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction.
My faith is shakin.
But I, I gotta keep tryin.
Gotta keep my head held high.

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

The struggles I'm facing.
The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
Just gotta keep going.
And I, I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on 'cause,

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

Yeah-yeah

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you're gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

Yeah-yeah-yea

Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith,
Baby.

It's all about,
It's all about the climb.
Keep your faith,
Keep your faith.

Whoa, O Whoa.

Also, another song -- Butterfly fly away, featuring her dad a country singer called Billy Ray Cyrus.

Miley Cyrus - Butterfly Fly Away (Featuring Billy Ray Cyrus)

You tuck me in, turn out the light
Left me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away (Butterfly fly away)
Got your wings, now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away (Butterfly fly away)
You've been waiting for this day
All along and know just what to do

Butterfly, Butterfly, Butterfly
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away

Both are my favorites and it inspired me to chase my dream. Of cause there are more nice songs sang by her. Love her voice by the way.

Oh~ sorry for not informed y'all for those in the big city. I'm losing my brave to meet you all. Sorry~

Heading forward to make my paintings. Which is also the things i left in my own world, my dreamland. It's all i had now. The gifts from God. I love it, truly~!

To: Heavenly papa

I love you with all my heart.

xoxo

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I'm done!

Because of the sickness cause of depression..V couldn't have much sleep at night. Also, not really in the sleep while at night. I think i'm done.. V thinks so...Anyone helped? hello??

Okay..I'm still normal most of the time..only became depressed when V meets some decision to make. Really sick of the life. and Always claim from God that V does not like the life HE had arranged for me. It's sucks!! (excuse me but i'm losing control anyway...)

Yet, i still need to live on it. 

YOU win..V can't do anything either..

so..

I'm done! _(-.-)_

-back to the position-

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Best Buddy Ever!

Chatting over the Facebook-chat with V best buddy ever..

It has been a long while V didn't meet him since last year November when V's flight going back to Sibu while his flight flying out to KL. And we met only at the terminal where I'm on my way out and he was waiting to go on board. Now he's on his feet at Germany..

_(-.-)_

hahahaha..OMG!!

Please come back earlier dude..

Anyway, even we've been so long didn't meet each other..and have a real talk over the kopitiam or some cafe.. Through Facebook..V finds that his humor sense has remained same.

NICE!

haha..don't kill me **blerk**

(am love doing this always...^peace^)

hahahahahhaha

p/s: it's good to have print-screen on the keyboard right?? hohoho~

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oh my~

What are y'all gonna do when something you had planned really well but ending up the other way? and what is the other plan to fill up the unpredictable circumstances? teeheehe...

LOL

That is what V is facing now as planning so well that nobody will see me as i am invisible to all..

but still God has planned well earlier before me~

_(-.-)_

YOU win!

There's only left less than 2 weeks time V can release the stress..

hmm...can i skip the counseling session?

can i, can I, CAN I???

Missing Milk-tea babe so much..

gonna bring the dogs out for a walk some other time..

_(-.-)_

Also, missing the time V went for traveled ..

...Taiwan...

xoxo

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EnJoy-ing

V is going to face something really important.



But not going to tell.. (>.<)
hehehe...



Well, found V's cat is so adorable while she is sleeping on the cozy pillow~
Hope V had the life like her.. Sleep all the way wherever she like.. kiddin' _(-.-)_



oh~ Don't look at me.. Not the main character in today's post.
She is..



hehe.. V has been made some fun on her.
Telling Gordon that she has been dreaming on diving~ LOL
and he does believe it _(-.-)_
Anyway, been captured a lot of her cute sleeping pictures.. **winkzz**

There she goes....



another side...



and another side....



another pose then....


comfortable and cozy looks~



Till then she is awake. But laying there lazily~



Hmmm...
Flying to somewhere - familiar place tomorrow morning..
but planning to hide myself
**winkzz**




wish me luck, dreamerss... (>.o)















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traumasss

Escaping from reality life always..
V is tired of it..
and i know..V had been a headache for mom and dad.
sorry _(-.-)_!!

Remembered the last post that V had gained weight??
Not afraid to admit that V is in the trauma and was affected by the depression.
Of cause it's not that serious but still need to be counseled.
Hence, not willing to see the counselor..so...*headache-ing*

Anyway, because of the traumas occurred years ago..
and after new year..V is still trapped in the confused and worried.
V loose some weight~
wahaha..(not a good things to be happy in Mom's view)
but at least V had lost some weight..LOL



Well, V is trying so hard to get rid of the thoughts.
and people around V had helped much.


thanks a lot :)













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