Recall to the month V called memories. July, indeed a memorable months with a lot of friends coming back to this little town and have little gatherings or reunion to get each other updates of self news.
Of course they are V's BFF. I miss them much.
@Michelle a.k.a cousin
My same age cousin but 10 months younger than V.
@JenbabeGirl friend who known more than 10 years. Love her always.
@Patrick
One of the Si-gi-nar gangs.
@Edward
Another one.
@Edward, Nicky, V, Simon & ElizabethAll Si-gin-nars except Elizabeth. She is a polite and elegant girl. Unlike V, playful enough. haha.. _(-.-)_
@Tiffany
Another pretty babes.
@Zaclan
He's just too funny in everything he does. Haven't seen him since 5 years ago. And all V knows is he doing something at U.S. _(-.-)_
@JeslinShe is just cute and pretty. Also knowing her for more than 10 years.
@Simon, V, Ivy & bf, Amy, Jeslin, Jenbabe, Tiffany, & Zaclan
A big group that shares great friendship among all.
@Puppies
Great news from cousin that their pet dogs gave births. Seven puppies. A great number of seven happened in July.
@Milk-tea
>.<" 
Love them all.
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Just in case, y'all miss V so much. _(-.-)_
Am just kiddin' anyway.Sorry for being so emo lately as so many things approached at the same time and V do really need some times to digest it.
And here i am.. Back to the line and y'all will see me until vomit or not so..What-ever.. _(-.-)_
oh.. I miss this place so much.
Finally got the time to get myself update. **winkzz**
Well, beside busy on my work, V is also busy on the housework and my future planning.
Apparently things are getting smooth now and V is happy with everything and the hardship is finally over. One friend of mine, had talked to me and she said she is seeing something different in me. Congrats V that V had finally step out the first and second step in the task, and telling me that life isn't just stop there but continue to move it on. So is there's gonna be like 100 steps or 1000 steps?? _(-.-)_
LOL
Anyway, house is doing some renovating and all the dusty dust had block my lungs. _(-.-)_ Today, only the third day of the progress and my room had almost done expanding!!
Miss my room instead of sleeping in the same room with parents. They are way snoring too loud. _(-.-)_ **oppsss**
LOL
Well, welcome home V.
And sorry for the really late updates dreamers...
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I'm just don't know who am i actually. I just know.. I need to get myself so busy so that I don't have any extra time to think of others. I'm quite tired and recently got myself a job.
So..life's being boring and busy, V does not know what else I could do except working.
Just to get myself numb and busy actually. _(-.-)_
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Having a bad experience early in the morning when V was driving to work. (OH!! By the way, today will be my last day replacing her. **winkzzz**). A big empty box was flew towards V and V's car from a lorry, and luckily V managed to avoid being hit with my excellent driving skills. LOL _(-.-)_
And the lorry driver knew what happened but he ignored and drove away immediately.
Next, with a 5 minutes distance drive, there is an accident happened. _(-.-)_ Just could have say, I'm lucky to be safe. Anyway, if you have a chance to come over here, you'll know how bad the driving habits the local had. Even V hate it so much. For examples,
@ There's no differences between fast lane and slow lane. Even big lorry loves to drive at the fast lane and block others.
@ Motorcycle was rode in the middle as if the rider imagine they are driving cars.
@ Signals are not been used every time. Just you have to guess where they want to go.
@ They will stop right in the middle of the road to rest (just experience yesterday) or waiting for others to get in the car. Cut it short, they just stopped without any signals. Have to be 100% mentally awake for the ad-hoc acts in front. In case you knocked on the front car and get to pay for the car fixed.
@ They could just slip in the lane without signals and do not care whether your car are closed to theirs.
@ They will just drive as if they think you will stop and totally ignore the rules. wtf
Well, V had heard many outsiders' comment that one thing for sure they are really annoyed by the local's driving skills.
Although I'm one of the local here, my comment is, don't live here but leave here. _(-.-)_
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Recently
Who am I going to talk to when I got problems? I really don't know because most of the time I draw. But now i don't. Had kept my tools and pieces of arts in a box and hide it under the bed. Cause i promise someone not to touch it anymore.
@Yes, I do have a lot of friends but not all I can talk heart-to-heart.
@ I do have family around, but they were all too busy with their own things, usually I waited for them until they had settled but it's late and I'm ready to bed.
@ I do have boy but somehow, he was far far away in UK and facing his own problems also. And I refuse to trouble him more.
@ I used to have a best friend, Ruby, my late pet dog. As you know, she died a month ago.
@ I do still own a cat and a little dog. But both of them only approach when they want to eat.
I had plenty time to wait for them settled down and had a talk. But they had just a little time to spend in a day.
And while waiting for them, I had to throw away my tears, my laughter, my dreams, my weakness, and everything that will trouble them much. So that one day I'll learn to be a person who is tough, at the same time, to be a numb puppet.
Honestly,I hate pretending smiling in front of them. It's tired but have to.
I hate it when they want me to listen to them but refuse to listen the little voice inside my heart.
I hate it when they need me and I'll be there for them; But when I need them, they will push me away from them.
And the cruel fact is, that's only the time I can spend with them. So I have to love the things that I hate of. _(-.-)_
I used to have a friendly heart and big smile on my face. But sadness and depress had tear it piece by piece. The sad things is, no one's there to help putting up my smiles. _(-.-)_
I love to eat spicy things a lot, especially when I'm down and unhappy. Because that's the only things that could numb my heart and stopped my tears. Also, not to focus on the bad things I had experienced everyday.
And one thing I've learned today..from a quote.
"Never explain yourself to any one. Because the person who likes you doesn't need it, and the person who dislikes you won't believe it."
and it's true.
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Been replacing someone on her work while she is going to have a vacation with parents. Hmph!! I also want to go :(
So boring at the workplace. Maybe V should be thankful and satisfying with what I am doing now. But this is too relax until V got so much time thinking what should do next or just blinking my eyes looking at the computer. _(-.-)_
LOL
Practically, had just log in to the facebook, browsing net and sometime just PPS-ing. See, did you get the situation V is standing now? ?
One thing, Dad found V was funny because on the first day of work, V sent him a message telling him to take my corpse away from this workplace (touch woods) cause been killed by the boredom. (touch woods) _(-.-)_
Back to home, lagi more funny especially he told V he was only 158cm tall but actually was not cause V is already 156cm and he is serious with what he had said. _(-.-)_ oh..Okay, I'm a shorty by the way.
Anyway, V wants to upload some new post in the past weeks but being too lazy so just save it in the draft and now V thinks its better to just delete it, cause its a past now. _(-.-)_
argh..Back to my work.
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