Proud to be Skinny Live

Yeap..
V has updated the post with the video.


Enjoy dreamers...
present to you all...

Proud to be Skinny Live - Love Story ( Taylor Swift )







heheeee...












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Mission 28 June 2009

Yesterday night is a great night with the message from a brother in Christ.
It's really a great message although it was short..but the content was all there..
V is truly love the message..but there are still people missing the chance..
A ticket to Heaven.

If one day..God said he will granted me a wish..what could it be??
very simple..
V wishes all her beloved family and friends could stand beside with her together in the heaven..
That's it?? Maybe you will ask..or maybe you will say that V is stupid..because i can wishes for wealth or anything..
but..yeah..that's what i only wish for..

Through the message..we do some simple handcraft..
Lol..
with only a pen, a sheet of blank paper, and a pair of scissors.




fold it and have V's real name written on it..
then fold back again..





Seeee??? My name, my name, my name..!!!




Tadddaaaaaaa....
after the process fold and cut..
then fold and cut again..
finally we manage to see what we got..
and the ticket to heaven sure connect to the symbol of Christ..
Love it




Seeee????My name, my name, my name...
haha
By the way..the whole process was a busy scene..
so..V forget to take a picture of it.. directly skip to the conclusion..
Lol..excuse me..**paiseh**


Oh ya..
if you happened to read blog from a friend of mine ♥ Richard ♥
or you are a fan of Proud to be Skinny..
You miss it!!
V got the chance to see Proud to be Skinny in live singing Love Story by Taylor Swift~
Lol..

but V could not upload the video onto the youtube as it said there's and error occur..??
How happy was it????























xoxo
grace.via

Laugh Out Loud

Don't say i did not remind you all.

While reading this post, please to make sure that you are:
a) at suitable age like 18++
b) have no heart attack.
c) have no high blood pressure.
d) have bought life insurance.
e) open-minded.


Thank you.
Oh..read at your own risks.
LOL

Last 2 weeks after went back from singing karaoke.
Housemates were all insist to rest first then just took their bath, so as V.

While V is facebook-ing in front of her computer..
Housemate were all grouped up and talking in front of boy's computer..
Then, i just realized what they were doing.

...huh??...

Boy kept busy with his computer.
Yet then, i rushed over there and looked...O.O!!!!!

OMG!!

...all i can do is laugh...

THIS IS WHAT HE WAS DOING.....!!
poor Soon Shiang..
but..darn funny!!!

...finale...

The finale~
hahaha
At last they choose this to upload on the Facebook!!

**fainted**
















xoxo
grace.via

late update

This post suppose to be added up last few days..
but V is pretty lazy to upload the photos..till today :)

Last few days..housemates were complained too boring and too hot at home..
so they make a decision to have some entertainment right after V went back from violin class.
They decided to sing karaoke....again!!
=.="


Perhaps, these entertainments V shall wave goodbye to as V is going back and start a brand new pages of her life story which the previous one has been torn by the cruelty mice.
Anyway, got to leave behind all the things and look forward.
Life is still going on although V is unsatisfied with it.
Never mind, never mind.



hahahaha
=.="
the only things V would do.



The complete one.
Family photos of A-16-2.





V and her roomie.




the boys..
which the so called "brothers"
**shrug**


Well, V is gonna miss this place and miss them so much.
would be leaving them for a year..or maybe..years..??
I don't know.
But truly..Don't forget me..













xoxo
grace.via

view of life

I'm walking on the path i had chosen..
sometimes..when i looked back to the past..
it hurts..
and it changes things in my life..
to the bad or maybe..to the good ones..no one ever knows.

I find life in chaos..
and tears start rolling down everytime i opened the memory box.
I find things difficult..
because i had never knew the solutions to every problems..

I wish i never had chosen this way some days before..
however, some perspectives had changed my mind.
People around me..talked and listened to me.
I felt happy, yet it was only a short moment i had to treasure..



someday somehow..
No one ever knows where i should be..
but everything depends on HIM..
I am now walking in faith with HIM..
because He is the one who leads my way..















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Time passed...

V has made up her mind to go for another way..
But, the self-confident of hers is very weak after the impacts and incidents..
Hence, will still has faith in God that he will makes a way and rebuilt V's confident.


Things goes pretty much different as what V had thought since young..am always a perfect thinker with the perfect plan for future..or what is next to come up with..
However, this world is so reality and V does not need bad luck but needs God.

These few days, hectic in words, suffering in person..
but received a lot of loves and cares from family, cousin, and friends..
and V does appreciated the caring and supporting from all of them..
Well, one problem solved. Few more to go... ... sounds a good news to me... ...
Lol..

Anyway, every time when V is feeling sad, annoyed or in bored..
V will definitely look at this blog called ♥ sisters ♥ ...
Is a blog that belongs to a father who work as a photographer..writing about his 2 little daughters...
how sweet is that, huh?!
V loves to see those kids..
they are so naive..and natural..
sometimes they made me remembering the days i used to have before..
Also, the photos were beautifully taken which V eagerly wants to learn the skills..
**hmm..photographer is one of my ambitions when i was still a teenager..**


V wondered..
why the time had passed so fast and leaving her childhood far behind....











xoxo
grace.via

story of 770

Fly back to the big city of KL yesterday..
which by then been busy with something for whole day..
yet wasting a lot of time for about 4 hours..or even more than that.

Once V had arrived home at about 1pm.
Yet then, V took the luggage into the room and tried to pack the things and also, took a bath.
so, while trying to open the pin number on V's luggage..
eh???how come??
It stuck??
the pin that V had never changed for whole 3 years..and it can't be opened?

anyway.. V finally decided to called her mum and tried to find a solution on it.
But...
mum said: " I had no idea..why don't you try from 000 to 999?.."
V said: " mmm...ok **shrug**.."

...sigh..
what to do??mmmm...

That's it..
V took mum's suggestion then..
so.. V started from 1.30pm until 5.30pm..or even more than that...
V tried for whole afternoon..until it finally reached the number 770...
HOH~
makes my fingers very tired!!!

However..how come i could get the pin number changed?!!
V is still figuring out..











xoxo
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Milk-tea Babe

Be in love with puppies since V was still a kids.
Influenced by Glorz..V thinks so..



Having back home is the nicest thing and place happened to be for me..
and these few days, besides taking the two dogs walking around..
V also tends to be bathed Milk-tea and bullied him as well..
Not the kind like really abusing it..but like to play it the ways it does not like really much.
haha..
for example..Milk-tea hates bathing!!
so..V baths him.
LOL~

Milk-tea.



before taking bath.
He got some kind of smell that really makes me cannot stand for..
and he can't be bathed everyday..because the vet say it will easily get flu~
HOH~
very bossy this little cute thing!





After bath, V lets himself drying by natural way..
that is..the sun-heat~
so that V does not have to carry out the hair dryer and dry him up.





He is very short, but cute!!
hehe..
Love him so much~




very pity..
he was tied up at a side because V scared he will run away through the gates..
all because of its size..too small and easy to get through.





He is starting to feel annoying..
cause he can moved no where but staying there waiting for V to release him.
haha..
Yet, V is still capturing his funny expression.





Milk-tea's big-head shoot!!
He is darn cute!!!
but too messy his hair to be..
so..V decided to...cut it..!!




Taddddaaaaa...
Nothing much different aye?
okay..V is not a good hair designer nor barber..
lol..
but he is still cute!!


Anyway, he is soon dry..
and have a photo first with him :)





so forceful~
never mind then..
V let him play around himself..
but then..he was scold by V because too noisy..
and he felt....upset..
oowwhh..sorry sorry...





cheer up, babe..
V is so sorry..



*oowwwhh..**
**my bad, my bad..**
**V should not have scold you**



OKAY~~
MY FAULT...!!!

well..got to cheer him up..
IMMEDIATELY..

**puff...disappeared**













xoxo
grace.via

Shadow play

After the hectic life i had gone through...

V looks so...dull..
what do you think?

..serious spec-look...

Always at night around 8pm to 8.30pm..Milk-tea babe, and Ruby will automatically bark!!
the dog's sense are always so accurate..
They knew that is the time for them to walk around the neighborhood.
and that is the only time in a day they could get out from the house and enjoy the environment outside.

These few days, V joined them..with Glorz.
and we did enjoy the day walking dogs because we can have a quiet environment to relax our mind after the whole day work.
Am truly love to walk the dog during night time!!

...my favorite moment...

One day, while Glorz was walking the dog..
V was playing behind her.

The shadow play.

...fun...

was trying to backstabbing her?
haha..
no..I love her!

...corporation from Glorz...

V wanted to knock her head~!!
Am always being the spoiled little baby sister at home.
so sorry..
will try to grow up..
LOL~

...am so lonely...

The lonely girl under the tree..
Glorz left with the dogs to another place..
and V was still shadow playing until forget the time..
haha..
Well, V quickly went home when i just realized the dogs and Glorz back to home.

...stupid self-shooting...

V back home safely :)
Love playing with dogs and walking them around..
makes me have time to think and relax.
A more healthy way of my living style compare to the busy-buzzy big city..

hmmm..these few days back at home..
I miss boy..
I miss my true friends..
I miss the days..










xoxo
grace.via

Worm..i called.

One very funny thing that V also don't know when it becomes a used-to behavior everytime i came back to my home's bathroom..that is..to look around like there is a bomb somewhere..
And V also don't know how to tell the story to all dreamers specifically about what had happened..so V made this little painting to help me define better.

oh..seriously..
no laughing!
thanks..


This story began about years ago since V and Glorz are still kids. However, things become even worst after V and Glorz had approached the study to the city of KL.
That is "a little black worm" i called..always appeared in the bathroom. .....eeeewwwww.....
Did you know how disgusting it was?
Also, they are tend to be appeared in different length..
....sigh....



Every time when V is coming back from KL, and went to a bathroom, i saw something very geli coming out from the hole of the sink.




how angry is that?!!
sometimes when V was brushing her teeth..that thing came out suddenly right in front of me which makes V steps backward!!
that is..

hahahaha..
or sometimes it comes out from the hole at the floor..



ain't you all feel irritated of it?
I am~!!

One time..also, V is back for holiday..
and that early morning..V wanted to take a bath before going out..
with the blurry eyes and mind..V walked like a drunken man..
once i entered the bathroom and wanted to wash my face..
I screamed like hell~!!
because that little disgusting things is crawling at the sink..
LIKE THIS!!


and V's mum rushed out from her room asking what is happening..
V in speechless..but only pointing my finger to the direction..
guess what?
something even more disgusting happened.
Mum just used her hand, grabbed that blacky, throw into the toilet bowl, flush~ DONE!!
**BRAVO**
the excellent 4 steps..
haha
..eewww..

This time at home..
it becomes a natural habit that V will directly look everywhere once entered the bathroom..
I will look for everywhere it may possible appeared to be..so that i can avoided from stepping on it or any skin touching with it!!

Well, V told this story to one of the church mates before..
and that friend of mine suggest me to use the floor cleansing or any cleaning stuffs to pour on that disgusting things.

and it works!!
really..
the black worm will struggling for a moment..after time..it died..
LOL~


hmmmmm...sounds..madness..
Anyway, V still hopes that it won't appear in front of me again..
haha



p/s: V is feeling much more better after the past few weeks hectic life!!! Thanks to heavenly Father, family and friends who keep supporting me during the days :)

















xoxo
grace.via

listen..

Listen to what i want to say..





Am so tired..
desperation is haunting me..
I want to get rid of these..



dear heavenly papa,
please..
take me away..
or take away all the sorrow pain in me..
please..
i beg You..

T.T








xoxo
grace.via

oh ow..

V is doing not very good recently but still will try her best to get used to things that happened beside her.

So, i remembered last few months or years.. I kept pushing someone to try their best, never give up on things, or comforting them, even cover their back every time they needed my help. But once the same thing approach to myself.. You'll find out that it's not easy. Sorry to Someone that at that time, i blamed at which which i think that you never try your best to fix the problem..
and now, me, myself and i had experienced it and it's really hard.
Actions do speak louder than words.

And my words become totally bullshit once i recalled back what i had said to encourage you.
It's awkward if i met you...
because the same thing actually happened again but this time is not you..but me.
Even boy also said that, V managed to encourage you but yet to myself, i had totally forgotten the words i said to you.

Forgive me.
And you are not what you think you are. Truly..we are wrong.












xoxo
grace.via

it's hard~!

Things hard to be predicted in the world..and V just could hardly accept all the things in life.
Some friends even told V that it may be caused by the side effect of living too comfy since young and now facing the reality world is a hard acceptance. I am quite agree to this term.

Anyway, V has been receiving so many concern from friends and family. But it was hard to do as what they are suggesting. Actions do speak louder than words. But every time V is questioning herself, how to get the action on? Every night, i couldn't just sleep well and what's on earth is happening that V is sleeping at 11pm every night but was awake at 3am? And today..thing goes on even worst. V slept at 2.30am yesterday or V called it an early morning and yet at 3.35am i was awake as usual??

Everyone is asking me to open up my mind and accept the things.
Don't you think that me, myself and i doesn't want to live happily for my life?
No doubt, i want to..
but how..if every morning when i woke up, my mood just drop into the deep hole?
and still making foolish thinking that I told myself a joke to cheer myself up..
call me a psycho!!!

I hate the horrible and frustrated heart pumping which i don't know what am i scaring for?
and I wanted to get that off my chest!!
I want to stop everything..right now right at the moment.
I want to leave the place.
I want to leave everyone because they are all leaving me one by one.









xoxo
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Her Big daY

A special day, special post, to someone special.

...miss you...

Today is the big day for V's secondary schoolmate--Fion.

Feeling so weird that years ago we are still siting in the same class studying, going to the same tuition school, sometimes having fun together with our chemistry teacher and so on. And now, years after she is going to become a mother?
Time really pass...

Right at the moment, she is now walking on the red carpet towards her bridegroom in the church, and this precious moment V had totally miss out to become the witness of her marriage as V is far away from where she is now.

V wishes to be there right now!! I never get a chance to say congratulation face to face and she is the first among my friends who get marry. Well, it is a pity for me for cant attending her wedding but I am still happy for her because this day has finally come.

So here i am to wish her everything the best, and congratulation.

OH..one more thing, next year V got to get some red packet from her at the Chinese New Year.
LOL~
Ain't it feels so weird that getting the red packet from your own friends? haha..
**shrug**

and V thinks the following years, people would ask when is my turn!
So dreamers..please don't!!
because the answer you will get from V always a smile and turn away..
haha

anyway, feels happy for her and her bridegroom :)
Wish both of you live happily ever after..the happy endings for every princess story!
Love ya..













xoxo
grace.via

things happened..

Back to my happy dreamland.

V had start the school days after a long break..
and seem like can't get used to the life because everything become a stranger to me.
still V's dream-mate is quite good at fitting herself in other people shoes..which makes V admires her courage and the quick decision made that V could be hardly done for century but still will learn the good things from her.

Anyway, got the timetable which makes V dreamily opened-up the mouth..
This semester classes are all scheduled at the evening till night except the French Language happened to be in the early morning at 8.30am..and V almost gone insane. Bad timetable i had.
darn it!!
If the college do really care for the student safety, why do their still arrange the night time for student? Yet while uncertainty circumstances happened **erhem erhem..touch wood** , and they still put the blame on student's fault because of walking alone, or the dress code. V had no idea..
sigh..
Still...V had to follow the rules, because they are ruling the school..

Well, got to refresh myself, accept the things happened in my life, and stop complain like the complain-queen..

So, update with my life...
Yesterday was a hectic day.. Things appears to be out-of-my-expectation like can't get used to the school life, something went wrong on the net which V need to register something urgent, get into a small fight with boy, and the worst, V only eat 2 sweets and a roll of biscuit for a day.
..pathetic...and i admit i cried like a baby when Glorz talked to me on the phone.

hhHMMMmmm..
I believe today could be a whole brand new day for me.
However, today class start at 5pm and end at 6pm.
How cool is that my time-table appears to be..!!













xoxo
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