korean coming~

today.. when i woke up in the morning (probably noon)
as i am having my lunch over the table, in front of the computer watching a movie..
there was someone pressing on the bell..
ding... dong...
i opened up the door and saw there are 2 person standing in front of me..
they asked :" is there any church somewhere around here?"
i was like stunt.. i was wondering who will looking for a church on Thursday?
ain't suppose to have a church on Sunday..??
however i told them there are some churches around..
without a second thought, they asked me whether i am a Christian?
no doubt.. i am..
immediately they told me they wanted to share a verse with me..(but there are verses~)
Ok..fine.. go ahead.. i said
(not to forget to mention that they are Christian from Korea.. and speaking a Korean-tone English with me which i found it was interesting)
when they took out the bible, which is a Korean-english bible, one of them told me.. this is " the prophecy"..
................ (i wonder)
so they shared 3 verses with me..from chap.Revelation, chap. Mattew, and errr.. i forgot~
they told me whether i know who is the bribe of Jesus? and they said it is important to know because.....(confidential)... -just important- and they told me the the wife of the lamb which is equal to the bribe that is the Holy City of the Jerusalem..and at the end they give me a notes which mention the Sabbath day.. and left behind with there name and phone number..
i closed the door and read the note that given to me..
the Sabbath day... hmmm..
as i read it say.. the Sabbath day, which is the seventh day of the week is Saturday, as for the Sunday is the first day of the week..(anyway..got to share this on my next blog..not here)

anyway.. the 2 Koreans are brave enough i can say..
they coming from such a far place and coming here, our country to spread the gospel..
they ain't speak well in English, and they don't know well the place..
but they know the word of GOD and the work of GOD..
they willing to do it for GOD..
and we, as the Christian in our own country..never do this for our people in the country..
we have to learn..

les miserable

everything was a mess!! unpredictable messy..
no one ever knew what am i thinking about..
always saying out the words but never think that it hurts a lot..
speak a lot..but no one ever know the true story was..
they see everything on their side but never view things on my side..
judges, critics, and opinions..
just like the arrows shoot on me..
and leave me alone in the battlefield with wounds..
no one ever know that i'm still alive..

some others shares their happiness..
but they never knew that it brings jealousy..
laughters, joy, and happiness..
but it never cheers me up..
again and again..
i was dumped in a party..

days after days..
disaster strike onto my world..
people see it as a good things..
but never knew that its not to me..
congrates upon me..
but i never give back a smile.. but tears..

i step back into the world of disappointed..
i wish , i hope...
everything was a lie..
but still a fact in reality world..
i'm tired... freaking tired..

14 minutes blog~

okay.. im here to babling a bit before i end my time in surfing the net for my presentation work on this friday!!
so.. im so tired as i waked up early this morning and till now i haven't got a rest yet!!
anyway.. put that aside first..

hmmm..
through today mass in church..the message our REV. Lau had given us..
i really learned a lot of things.. should be said.. i knew something that i questioned myself and GOD everytime..
till today..those i've been confused for a year and GOD answered today!
thanks to GOD!!
i knew and still im trying my best to do the best in my life and i knew i responssible for it..
don't you guys realise that life is so beautiful??
as we follow what GOD wants us to do in order we doing what we want to do.. we will feel that its joyous although its hard for us to do those things when we are unwilling to do it..
however after u have done it.. everything is worth!!
trust me!!

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okay.. im answering a phone call from my beloved mum..
so here i left less than 1 minutes..
so i guess..
that's it!!

se3 ya!

what drives ur life??

everyone's life is driven by something..so...what's urs???

right now,you and i may be driven by a problem, a pressure, or a deadline~!!lolzZz..!!perhaps,you may be driven by a painful memory, a haunting fear or unconscious belief..!!anyway..,there are several things that can drive your life..
first of all,many people are driven by guilt..!!people spending their entire lives running for regrets and hiding their shame..and allowing their past to control their future..most people today wandering through life without a purpose..~!!secondly,many people driven by resentment and anger..!!most of us hold on to hurts and never get over them..``!!resentment always hurts you more than it does the person you resent..!! "-those who have hurt you in the past cannot continue to hurt you now unless you hold on the pain through resentment``!!your past is past!! nothing will change it..!!you only hurting youeself with your bitterness..!!so, for your own sake,learn from it, and then let it go :) ``!!-"
next, many people are driven by fear..``!!fears may be result in many ways..~regardless of the cause, fear-driven people often miss great opportunities because they afraid to venture out``!!instead of playing safe,people avoiding risks and trying to maintain the status quo..!!
many people are driven by materialism..~~!!their desire to acquire becomes the whole goal of their lives.!!this drive to always want more is based on the misconceptions that have more will make yourself more happy,more important,and more secure, but all 3 ideas are untrue!!!possessions only provide temporary happiness...!!things do not change always,and we eventually become bored with them and then want newer,bigger,better versions...!!
lastly,many people are driven by the need for approval..!!people who are driven by peer pressure, always worried by what others might think..!!those who follow the crowd usually get lost in it..!!

well,this probably taken out from "the purpose driven life"..and it's useful for everyone in our lifes..!!esp for those who needs it..!!cant avoid to admit that these had taught me a lot..!!or even more than that``!!

anyway,what drives ur life??think about it``!!

congrates..

something joyous is happening~
just got the news that my secondnary school's choir won the champion in Kuala Terengganu last week~!! thumbs up to my juniors~~
lolz.. and congratulation to all``~!!
of cause..to my friend, Desmond, who had been the conductor for the choir team..
u are great!!!
our team, again win for the champion after my year in 2005..and i knew last year the choir team had lost in the competition...
how sad i couldn't have to take a visit there and watch the competition.. the team must be good enough..
owwwwwhhhhh..i miss choir..
well..singing is part of my favaourite..
i bet Ms. Maria and Ms. Jenny were happy~ and of course having celebration some other time at the end of the year..!!
hooosssshhhh...how i wish to join them..
missing the old time having fun around with my friend in that choir although sometimes it was a hard time..
we have tears, sweat and laughters all along the practice...
sweet memories i could say..
lolz
anyway..got to drop off..
having my french test soon~~

A bientot!!

being heedless??

i'm frustrated and having a hectic life.....again~ duh~~
i am wondering.. how could someone able to cheat and 'touching-fish' from others and yet they still can act like nothing happened or not their faults??? and even...think that they are not wrong at all..???
some others still keep on giving the advice to you..and on the other hand they had done something that u have never ever think that they will do something totally out of your mind??!!!
well.. i agree that i'm being headless and easily trusting other people~!! although someone keep telling what they had done and the worst ever things that i've done was that i'm protecting them and keep try to 'brain-wash' them..!!and that i thought that is my sister fault being so curious just like a cat!!
anyway..now i know that i have wrong trusting to the "leeches"..
so advice to all..
never ever trust anyone unless u really know who they are and what they are likely to be!!!

a letter to YOU..

dear Father,
I'm in a deep sorrow..
feeling shameful of myself
for what i had done!!
I'm seeking for YOU..
and apologize for everything that i have done..
the only thing is that I'm leaving you..
because of the selfishness and proud..
I'm losing myself..
because of the laziness, i giving myself a lot of excuse..
I'm doing something really wrong..
but, thanks for rescue me and forgiving me always!!
YOU had sacrifice on us..
YOUR love and patient..
although YOU are hurt..
but still, forgiving us..
thank you father..

take a break

tired~ after having the classes for 4 weeks..
everything was so "donno-what-to-say"...just felt that i'm not in a mood to do anything~
ddddddduuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhh~
yet..i decide to take some break some where around somewhere~ lolz

















dunkin' donuts~ here i come :D!!



so..my sister and i ordered one choco-malt and one orange juice~ also..5 donuts which get 1 free!! one funny thing is that the worker who served us got shocked when we said we eating there~ lolz...probably think that how come 2 girls can eat quite a lot of donuts~ haha..
anyway..we got 6 different donuts..!!
















happy donut,vanilla donut,crunchy donut,orange donut,choco mint donut, & sugar raise donut~ YUMMY!!





















my sis fav---> crunchy choco!!





















be happy after having "happy" :)


so..while i'm enjoying the donuts and chit-chatting with my sister..
'LOOK WHAT I'VE FOUND~~!!'





















hair~~~~~~~~


it did really spoil my mood eating the donuts~haih!!!
anyway...we really full with the meal on donuts that day~!!

as usual..back to home and have a rest then......*wInkzZz*

wait for NOTHING~

so what you guys doing when u waiting as your time-table has the break for 6 hours?
i was wondering for weeks..since the timetable was out~
and my 1st reaction is..."hell no!!..what am i suppose to do in the long 6 hours break?"
i hate it and makes me feel frustrated!!!oshhh~what the hell the officers do? cant they arrange it in the nice and pretty timetable for us?
freak~!!

so here i am``!!after the 4th weeks..hanging around in the cyber cafe near my college called "Amazone"..with my boyfriend and classmates.
The things is..i hate it here``!!
really boring with the online games and so on..
*ooopppsss..i did really spend my time on the o2jam..hahaz~!*
but seem like i'm not interest in that..

also..one thing that i hate it here is......PEOPLE SCREAMING FOR NOTHING!!...and what i want to tell them is.."hey it just a game...you dont have to shout and scare people around you??!!for example,ME!!"..hahhaz..also..some of them speaking foul words.
well..it makes me remind of the joke from my sister,gloz. Always she's the one telling me:" we are standard ppl,and pls do not speak in foul~"...oh well..it just a joke actually..lolz :)

oh crap~! feel a bit sleepy``~ but i cant skip my class also..haihzz
class early in the morning makes my eyes heavy like something keep hanging on it``!
yet..now i dare not to sleep cause i'm scare that i oversleep!
wondering 6 hours not enough for a nap? but i can say that.."YEA,IT'S REALLY NOT ENOUGH~just for me :) " hiak hiak..
kinda weird huh? you don't have to feel it that way..
because like one of my lecturer had just said today :"the more u sleep, the more you want to sleep."
*cheerrrzz for Ms. Tan.*

anyway..gonna end up my blog here!!
so...continue to wait for the time.....duh~!!

GoD Is gReat``!!

wondering why i'm saying that gOd iS gReaT??
he's really great..
well, i was once in the darkness..
but he hold my hands and walk me through~~
and now..i breakthrough it and become a cheerful girl :)

















before..
















after!!!


see how great is our god~!!
*cheerrrrzzz*

miss ya``~ milk-tea!! muaksss

i misssssss my milk-t very much..
since i coming to further my study at kl..i dont have much time to spend with him..
yet..last semester holiday was short for me..and i only got few times carry him to see the vet and back home..
cant take him to bath also..since he was sick..well..he got flu~
and was not allowed to bath for a week..
unfortunately..i going back only for a week~

anyway..introducing my happy-nut here :)



















a month after milk-t was borned..



he's name is milk-tea``~
due to his "furrrr" which is a bit brown in color..
ermm..well..the color is exactly like the milk tea..
and that's why i named him--"milk-t"..



















cute-b & milk-t


















hmm..stuck on the staircase..and milk-t looks so frustrated``~


















see how sweet there are :)
this is what family is, i suppose..



milk-t and his brother,cute-b,which is kept by my best friend--wendy
both of them are so cute..just like toys
that is why we keeping them since their owner wants to sell them.. :)

















hahaha..my sis helping to cut his " hair "..
















poor milk-t..
this picture is taking when he was sick``~



bigger and bigger my little milk-t grow..
he'd been with me for at least more than a year..
hmmm..he still cute..anyway..
lol``~