les miserable

everything was a mess!! unpredictable messy..
no one ever knew what am i thinking about..
always saying out the words but never think that it hurts a lot..
speak a lot..but no one ever know the true story was..
they see everything on their side but never view things on my side..
judges, critics, and opinions..
just like the arrows shoot on me..
and leave me alone in the battlefield with wounds..
no one ever know that i'm still alive..

some others shares their happiness..
but they never knew that it brings jealousy..
laughters, joy, and happiness..
but it never cheers me up..
again and again..
i was dumped in a party..

days after days..
disaster strike onto my world..
people see it as a good things..
but never knew that its not to me..
congrates upon me..
but i never give back a smile.. but tears..

i step back into the world of disappointed..
i wish , i hope...
everything was a lie..
but still a fact in reality world..
i'm tired... freaking tired..

14 minutes blog~

okay.. im here to babling a bit before i end my time in surfing the net for my presentation work on this friday!!
so.. im so tired as i waked up early this morning and till now i haven't got a rest yet!!
anyway.. put that aside first..

hmmm..
through today mass in church..the message our REV. Lau had given us..
i really learned a lot of things.. should be said.. i knew something that i questioned myself and GOD everytime..
till today..those i've been confused for a year and GOD answered today!
thanks to GOD!!
i knew and still im trying my best to do the best in my life and i knew i responssible for it..
don't you guys realise that life is so beautiful??
as we follow what GOD wants us to do in order we doing what we want to do.. we will feel that its joyous although its hard for us to do those things when we are unwilling to do it..
however after u have done it.. everything is worth!!
trust me!!

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okay.. im answering a phone call from my beloved mum..
so here i left less than 1 minutes..
so i guess..
that's it!!

se3 ya!