Wednesday, 31 October 2007

les miserable

everything was a mess!! unpredictable messy..
no one ever knew what am i thinking about..
always saying out the words but never think that it hurts a lot..
speak a lot..but no one ever know the true story was..
they see everything on their side but never view things on my side..
judges, critics, and opinions..
just like the arrows shoot on me..
and leave me alone in the battlefield with wounds..
no one ever know that i'm still alive..

some others shares their happiness..
but they never knew that it brings jealousy..
laughters, joy, and happiness..
but it never cheers me up..
again and again..
i was dumped in a party..

days after days..
disaster strike onto my world..
people see it as a good things..
but never knew that its not to me..
congrates upon me..
but i never give back a smile.. but tears..

i step back into the world of disappointed..
i wish , i hope...
everything was a lie..
but still a fact in reality world..
i'm tired... freaking tired..









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