doing some drawing today..
just to spend my time..
...thinking of you...
anyway..
i am spending quite a lot of money on medical these few weeks..
last 2 weeks..
i got fever, little bit flu, cough..and sore throat..
it costs me RM48
recovered in 5 or 6 days...
and last week..
i got a little bit fever and flu..
it costs me..RM30
recovered in 2 days...
yet, still in last week
but few days ago..(friday)
lightly flu and cough..
until today...
bad flu and cough..plus..soundless..
i got sexy voice then...
LOL
and it costs me RM68!!
so there goes my pocket money..into the doctor's pocket!!
sigh...
wish me better :)
xoxo
grace.via
...wearing Mr.V shirt...
and today..it turns out that i sounds like an alien..
people who calls normally say...
"whoa..awesome..i mean..your voice.."
"..hey..!!you just sounds like a cock in the high pitch.."
or you might get some responds like...
m :" hello?"
V :" hello..."
m :" sorry..wrong number.."
V :" ...no no no n..."
"du du du....."
V :"..............."
or some friends is very concern and care..and you will get the answers like...
K :" hello??"
V :" h-a-iii...(almost soundless)"
K :" whoa..are you okay? you sounds....so...terrible..get some rest..call you next time.."
and my family...care but not care..
well..if you know what that's mean...
at first
dad :" how are you today?"
V :"..flu, cough, and you hear me..you know that i could hardly speak.."
dad :" okay..go to see doctor..drink more water..and blah blah blah.....i'll call you later later.."
V :" okay..."
dad :" do you want to have words with your sister?"
V :" well...i think....."
dad is calling glorz....
glorz :" hey...i tell you something....."
and there we go...
talk a lot of things to her and so does she...
and finally..when i was going to hang up the phone...
glorz said :" you want to speak to mum? i hang in to her..."
V---->> -.-"
mum :" so how are you today?"
V(-.-") :" fine...become serious but i can handle..."
mum :" oh...drinks more water and eat properly and more..." (well she got mind-set that i probably would get anorexia)
V(-.-"") :" okay..."
and continue with the conversation..until it comes to the end...
mum :" okay..that's it..sleep early...and bye.."
V (*.*) :" bye bye.."
pheww...
i do really had a lot of water to drink after the call..
but still thanks for calling :)
haha
xoxo
grace.via
lack of vitamins and nutrition...
and what-so-ever healthy things..
found out my hair start fallen of...
not in good quality and fall in quantity..LOL
yeah..i know what's that means.....eeEEEUUUuuu....
not going to become bald anyway..
haha
okay..people say i am cut into another one smaller size again..
so..yes..at first i did try to control my food and so on..
that's means...diet..
and now.. i still maintain..but many of them say i am having anorexia..
haha..especially my mum..
mum..i did eat a lot of things..especially junkiess..
oh..today..got sick again..
running nose and a bit fever..
but still ok for me..
hmm...
don't know what i am babbling about today...
well..
life is a never-ending chaos..
these chaotic things...
i have no idea..
it complicates my life..
xoxo
grace.via
she was waiking on a street..
looking forward of her sister coming back..
and yes..her sister will be back on the day..
she was so happy because finally she won't have to be alone..
while she was walking..
she saw a car drove by towards her..
and inside was her beloved sister..
she was joyous..
because she got her own car finally..
and she don't have to scare to go somewhere alone with strangers..
also she could go anywhere she likes..
but suddenly..
she was in her bed..
and found out that it was just a perfect dream of her life..
yet..another disappointment fell on her...
xoxo
grace.via
i wonder..
is that possible for me to skip all the things in my life?
and would i regret for it?
i don't know...
lately..my mind has too much space to think of nonsense..
well..too free i am..
i am addicted to the life of being at home..
can't deny that i start to reject people and the life outside the world..
and one of my friend told me that i should probably come out and hang around..
at least spare the time with friends and stay at the place with people..
hello......??
my friends are all back in their hometown..
and my best friend is at PJ..
who are going to bring me and make companion with me??
so...the last choice i had chosen..
i stay at home..
safer..and comfortable..
and one thing..it change my personality..
i am becoming more quite and more into myself..
do you think that is the serious things?
i don't know..
no one tells me whether it is OKAY or not..
so...leave it or take it??
xoxo
grace.via
...thinking of you...