fish spaa~

for my skin.. i gave them spa..

testing testing 123...

actually quite geli one..
feels like electric all gather under my feet..
ehehe

from the side..

the girl said i have quite a lot of toxic.. (paiseh neh.....)

..the front view..

so many fish around me..
.......they like me!!!! lol

..after the spa..

the fish ate my nail polish too..
guess they too hungry..
ehehehe
nice pun..i mean the spa..

hehehe..

reminder of health..a tumor..

as a memorable thingy?? aiks..

it used to be part of me..
so what??
finally also let it free.. haha
anyway..its quite painful..
hummmmnnn..

带我走

这次你却说 带我走
某个角落 就你和我
像土壤抓紧花的迷惑
像天空缠绵雨的汹涌
在你的身后
计算的步伐 每个背影 每个场景
都有 发过的梦

带我走 到遥远的以后
带走我 一个人自转的寂寞
带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由
都将成为泡沫
我不怕 带我走

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a song that i love..
and what i mean in my life..i want to get rid of..


..............

the hardest..

she laid in the world she used to be comfortable.. but everything changed in a second..
she had suffered but no one knows.. all the arrows turn their point of view on her..
at first she struggle for herself..at last she gives up..
she's not allow to be angry on things she angry..
she's not allow to choose not to talk when she feels like not to speak..
she's not allow to do what she want to do..
all the restriction fell on her.. she was hard..
but the one and only...had not understand her.. disappointment fills the air..
everything become so hard for her..
not knowing how to face the changes in her life..
she cried for help.. but no one hears..
she.. the best friend of herself.. no one she could trust..
but with faith.. she knows god would help her up..
she tell god.. everything is in His hand.. she committed herself to HIM..
friendship, relationship, and kinship... she had only one of three "-ship"
but never mind she said.. everything is going to be alright..

something i need to do....

2 months passed.. time really flew just like that..
troubles come "un-invitely" during this period.. and i still can't get rid of it..
i got fed up..
i shout, scream, cry, and keep on praticing till im tired..
all i have done to make myself numb in sadness..
till one day..
i decided.. to rest in the arm of an angel..
to rest for my future path..
therefore, im not coming back until the day i ready to take this matter seriously..
god bless.. at last