short Story of her..

She was having her bad days continuously since the early of the year..
and the life keep chasing her until she fell down into a deep hole..
she could not ask for anyone help..she deserves what she had done..
people believes that the new year brings bad luck to her..
but she denied and never believe in such things..
because she only believes that GOD makes the day for her everyday..










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happy "nIU" year

...happy new year...

greetings from V to all :)

Happy Chinese New Year 2009!!
Hope the Year of OX brings good health, wealth and prosperity to you and your loved ones.

oh..
Dear Heavenly Father,
Happy new year to YOU too..
"Gong Xi Fa Chai"
amen.







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bEing roBbed..

today V dreamland's news

V's mum has been robbed a gold necklace this morning..
We (V's mum, sister and v) are shocked but can't do anything..
Glorz has an umbrella and used to poke the robbers as they fall down from the motorcycle..
but they did run away anyway..
so sad we can't take it back..
but when i recall back..
it was quite funny..3 ladies at the roadside..
one poking, one shocked, one stunned!!
hehe

back to home..
we report it to V's dad..
below is what we are saying..

mum said:" i was robbed..and i was thinking that when i tell you..maybe you will buy me a bigger one as a gift??hehe.."

v said:" hehe..valentine gift~"

dad said:" oh..no... i don't want to put you in danger..that does not help with buying you a bigger one..haha.."

mum said:" haih..the pendant(cross sign) was presented by 2nd-mother-in-law.."

dad said:" maybe you should inform her and she would buy you another one...hahaha"

v and mum:"..................."


well,
v's dad always got humor sense..
he always joking with us..
so warm :)
at last..
luckily no one was hurt..


"dear heavenly Father..
thank you for putting us in safe..
although mummy has lost her necklace which is with her for more than 10 years..
but still she was safe..
amen."








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hOme

last night in the living room
my dad and i have some conversation

dad said:"the coffee layered liqueur is in freezing-condition and you should have it finished but not letting it for there.."
V said:" but that was 2 years ago i put it there..and it is a big bottle of liqueur not beer??!!"

sorry dad..
i just want to have some glass of it and sometimes using it for making Tiramisu..but not thinking of finishing it..
hehe
perhaps i think it would be better to have it leaving there for collection??
haha
sorry sorry~






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a Post beFore leaVing..

Today again another early wakes :)
and it's my turn to go to the airport...
LOL
anyway...happy feelings in me..

hmmm..but after new year?
i don't know what could happen to me..
things change always, aren't they?..
especially to the environment i get used and knowing well..
i've start to worry about the days that coming..
precious days i must treasure..
days with GOD,
days in my home, my parent,
days with my spiritual family...


But GOD talks to me through his words in bible..

Matthew 6:26-27
" Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? Which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature?"

Matthew 6:31-34
" Therefore do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For after these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the they is its own trouble."

HE knows me too well..
every time i started to worry.. this Matthew always comes to my mind..LOL
thanks Heavenly Daddy..

...always YOUR little one...

oh..running out of time..
got to go~
ciao~!!






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aNother nEw Look of uNexpected..

Woke up early in the morning.. around 5:30am..
as my sister was going to the airport half an hour later..
i was planing to get back to sleep but..the early birds..has clear from her mind..sigh..
so..i pushed the start button of the computer..
clicking the website from the Mozilla Firefox..
on and on..
and i see.. Oh My..!!
who done this??
refresh and refresh..but it still not changing anything..
has this become a fact?
that my previous blog actually become like this??

...speechless...

got to change..
and the day before..
i remembered i'm writing something on the "V's dreamz" column..
that i want to get independent and also more mature in personality..of course..grown up!!
but..today..
i got my dream..in my blog..
not a cute blogskin anymore..!!
hahaz

oh..one more thing..cant view my title of the post at the "stories"
perhaps take a look on the "archives"!!

and also..
words for Simon~

"hey, how about this skin?? don't worry..i still put the songs on!! haha!!"


start a new day :)
p/s: back to my "Gossip Girls" drama series~





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V's aRt galleRy ( ii )

What about this time???






the heart-shaped collection..
isn't love is a wonderful things in the world?







this was..for about 3 years ago..
when i've not met Jesus..
which is..a Christian with a name tag..tagging "CHRISTIAN"..
HE knows what happened to me :)







i was connected to him some sort of time..
HE has a big heart (^.^)







and sometimes i get hurt..
HE always be my doctor..








People and things around me..do harm me sometimes..
but HE is pulling out the arrows-of-hurting from me..








when i was getting to far..
losing faith and direction..
the rope of connection between us was broken..









but HE helped me by putting up a lock..
which HE, the one who got the key :)











and that's how i realized what love is..
which HE had already told me in the Bible long long ago..



that's is how i communicate with GOD in drawings..







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gEt Restarted..

back to the life of geeks..
welcome Home V !!


feeling odd indeed~
sometimes get depressed and was in unstable emotions..
eat a lot sometimes and sometimes don't..
Anorexia or Bulimia???
i don't know..
can't imagine how retarded i am..
almost gone insane..
helping??anyone??
i'm frustrating...
anyway..
back home soon..


happy Chinese New Year~






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V's aRt galleRy ( i )

People do note down their days and feelings in a diary book..
but mine..doing differently in the sketch book..
cause i'm lazy to write??yea...probably..
and i think drawings make it to the point..straight to the point..of course..
hehe..
obviously..i'm NOT a professional drawers..
i'm just a love-drawing-person to spend my day..

...v presenting...

short introduction for my drawings..
basically..is a bit more like what i want to draw..
or things i like..and what i feel..
figure it out yourself would'cha?

ok..cut the craps..
here we go..

...feeling lucky...

had always love this lucky charm :)

...to be simple...

...flower that i love...

couldn't find this kind of flower here..
hope to get a real one..
maybe..import one??
hehex

...dull and down...

...finding a place...

...a simple one but i like...

...need guidance...

when i feeling desperate...
i need Lord to take me away..
that i hold him tightly not to loose..
(^o^)
does GOD wear watch? LOL






to be continue............

p/s: please don't judge on my drawings k?? i know it's not very good :]




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no mood indeed..

finding me, myself a failure and disappointment..
what am i going to do..??
everyone is asking me..try to fit in the situation..
but i'm trying to get out!!
i was so scare to life..
what am i going to do next?
i can't go to school in this condition..
that i'm under depression??
it must be funny when you heard of me only starting my school..
and yet i wanted to quit as the environment is tensing and stressful..
dad,
are you disappointed?
mum,
i know u always care on our health more than other things..
but is this really a good choice?
that i'm quitting??
i find myself a shame not only to our family..but myself..
just because i'm too eager on reputation..
what a shame..

V is in...
moody day~




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YOU!!

Thank you for always being by my side.
Push me at the back when i began to step backward.
Put disappointment on me when i started to get too proud or too confident.
Comfort me when i was upset.
Help me when i was in trouble.
Solve my perplexities as my agent to the problems.
Be my friend when i was alone.
Be my listener when i need someone to hear me.
Be my bodyguard when i was in danger.
Be my parent when i was naughty.
Be my teacher to teach me about life.
Give me wisdom to know things right or wrong.

No one can be compared with YOU.
For the great things YOU have done in my life.
And the greatest things YOU gave me is all about love.
Thank you for bringing me to the world.
YOU gave me things which makes me suffer or happy.
I appreciate all..because these things makes me appreciate YOU more..
YOU sacrifice for me..
Just because YOU love me..
yet i have nothing for YOU..
except to live a life YOU hope for me..








I love YOU..
dear Jesus Christ :)
I love YOU
dear Lord.




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daY for TOday..

V is so tired today..
waking up 6am in the morning..
and going to my university by taking LRT at around 8am..
there..
i saw a typical Chinese keep scolding "shit........shit........shit......."
only when people unable to squeeze in the LRT as there are crowded..
or people squeezed him...(-.-")
and some people..keep talking on the phone..
which likes to pretending he is good in English..
but suddenly appear "hah???" every 3 sentences....instead of "pardon?"....
LOL

anyway..it's really tired for these 2 days..
hectic life i think...
never expected that LRT is so full..
and have to wait till my turns after passing by 7 to 8 LRTs..
yet finally i also arrive my destination..

..tired in the auditorium hall..

after staying there for about 6 hours...i finally get home..
wow..
never think that i could be so tired until i could rather skip my lunch and dinner..

...home sweet home...

always..
its good to be home :)





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w-h-Y??

why it always the facts to sadness?
why it always the facts to frustration?
why it always the facts to be silence?
why it always the facts to cause fight?
why it always the facts to cause disaster?
why?????


i hate money but i need it so much..
damnnn~!!!! (oopppzzz)






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V's LiFe staRt..

no longer a nothing-to-do person..
a bit nervous...
feels like i'm just a seven-years-old-kid prepare to go for primary school~
(-.-)"


nervous........
nervous...........
nervous..............mmm....


God, YOU'll be with me, right?
count on YOU tomorrow..
thanks..





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nah~
i can't sleep...







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JabeZ's praYEr

having some problem on A-16-2...again!!
..for those who knows what had happened before..
with no reason..but the childishness is hard to stand..
does she really had to do like this??
won't she tired of what she done??
blame on others while we've done nothing wrong but she is??
yet still won't accept any apologies from others although we had done nothing??
what's on her mind??

Lord, i bet YOU know..
yet, i came across to learn the prayer of Jabez in (1 Chronicles 3: 21)

"Oh, that YOU would bless me indeed,
and enlarge my territory,
that YOUR hand would be with me,
and that YOU keep me from evil,
that i may not cause pain!"

this prayer is a blessing for us..
and a good one..
for sure..Lord granted Jabez what he request :)
so want to get the bless from GOD?
just cross the fingers tightly and put the verse in the prayer of ours~
have a try, won't ya?

...GOD..forgive her...and me...

anyway...

other conversation enclosed :

simon said :" prepare your LV bag and Prada shoes..."
V said :"...nice one...!!..at least they sound better than Bata white shoes and unknown bag..."

- E n D -








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somE tHIng

V is going to end up her homely-geek-life..
4 days left~
and i got to talk to my best buddy..Simon
so this is our conversation..

he said :" ...so have you prepare??all the things??..."
V said :" ..what things actually i need to prepare??.."
he said :"..new school bag, new shoes, new uniform...blah~..as before~"
V said :" ..so you did actually do that when u go KdU??..hmmm..."
he said :"........"

don't mind..
that is how we communicate..

have a nice day~







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